That line is from one of my poems, but it seemed apropos after I posted as my Facebook status update that I feel like an Eminem song. Not so much in content, but in style.
Life seems a bit loud lately. Kind of chaotic, irrational at times. Sometimes it leaves me thinking what the hell just happened? It's moving so fast I can't keep up. I'm angry, I'm scared, I'm confused, I'm frustrated, I rage at times. And I don't know the words to my own life. The music starts, and I begin singing, and I think I know the words, but then I find myself mouthing them or making shit up as I go along.
I'm hoping that my life as an Eminem song will eventually calm down and morph into...I don't know...maybe something a little more mellow like Beck or Train even.
Ciao,
Megan
I hope it mellows for you, too, Megan, because that is a buttload of drama, and nobody needs THAT! Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteI believe a period of turmoil/upheaval always leads to a period of calm. Both can be productive, but only the former teaches us how and what we are able to survive. :)
ReplyDeleteJust made that up, but it seems plausible.
Love you girl. xo me
Thank you ladies. I'm hanging, breathing, being. It's about all I can do right now. :)
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