Okay obviously the theme I had chosen for this week is a big snoozefest *zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz* so I'm changing direction.
Yesterday I parted ways with a dear friend. A friend who has been an important part of my life for three years. Someone I talked to just about everyday. Someone I celebrated and commiserated with, someone I confided in.
I love him, in a friendship way, and I'm sure he feels the same. But sometimes love just isn't enough. Where did it go wrong? We've had ups and downs. There has been drama, there has been tears.
But, in his words, we are like oil and water. We're akin to the like poles of a magnet. No matter how hard you try to bring them together, they repel. The funny thing to me is, the reasons for this are exactly the opposite. He would probably disagree, which is ironic in itself, but I think the reason we're like oil and water is because we are so much alike, reflections of each other. At times I've said we're like the same person.
This is what connected us in the first place, our sense of humor, our loving the limelight, striving for the same goals, facing the same challenges.
But no amount of love, and no amount semblance will keep us from butting heads, and yesterday we decided it was enough.
I owe him much in many different ways. He will always have a place in my heart and I will mourn the loss of the friendship.
But sometimes, even though it's hard, you have to let go.